A week ago today my brother
walked into the hospital ER
because he wasn't feeling well.
Today at 4:04 he left the hospital.
He didn't leave the way we hoped
nor the way we expected.
He went to a different home
than the one he left last Tuesday.
He developed a very rare cancer
that affects less than 1% of
cancer patients. It is fast moving
and there is less than a 1% chance
of survival.
I struggled trying to figure
out why this has happened.
Then a peaceful thought came to me.
Our little granddaughter,
Anna Bella, who would be seven now,
needed an Uncle
to keep her company.
A great-uncle.
Great in more ways than one.
We knew this morning that his
time to be with us was to be
short-lived.
They put him on a morphine drip
and he gently drifted away
without pain.
What you don't know about
my brother is that he was a
joker-He loved to make
people laugh.
He was the "smiliest" person
I ever knew and he
dearly loved a good joke.
You know, even in moments of
blinding pain there are
sparks of laughter,
After we said our good-byes and
gave him permission to go "home",
we were all sobbing.
I told him: "You are so, so loved here
and Mom & Dad
and our grandparents and
uncles and cousins and family
are all waiting for you-waiting to
welcome you to Heaven".
My sister-in-law added...
"And Snow White".
What? I asked.
Maybe you read a different
Bible than I do cuz I don't
think Snow White is in Heaven.
Everyone in the room erupted
in laughter.
In the burst of laughter
my brother, Charlie,
took his last breath of
life on this Earth.
We knew then that he
was free to go because
in spite of our sadness
there was one last smile for him.
I'm betting that right now,
up in Heaven,
he is setting our little Anna Bella
up to some mischief
just like I my father used to
set him up.
He passed so-so peacefully,
with nary a complaint.
You did good, Charlie,
very, very good.
Thank you all so much
for all your prayers.
Please pray for my sister-in-law,
Sherry. She was the love of
his life and has lost the
two men she loved most
to death within a year.
I came back to a room
tonight at a loss as to what
to do. I opened my blog and
I read each and every
comment tonight.
I am overwhelmed and don't know
WHAT to say-except-
Thank You!
I will be gone from blogging
for a while but I will be back.
After all, I have a few smiles
left to give away....
but just not today.....
not today~
ps. Snow White? She was Charlie's cat.