An Update On MyHero. His Last Radiation Treatment has been completed.

This is a copy and paste from The Caring Bridge.

I am posting it here for those of you that 

aren't able to access the Caring Bridge.

This has been a very rough few days for John.   

I think that he thought once the last radiation treatment was over that he would feel better.  The truth is he feels worse at this point.
      
Coming out of the last radiation treatment, his neck was openly bleeding.  We had seen bits of blood in the past but this was much more pronounced.   
It was like something 'broke loose' at this last session and the secretions he has been experiencing seemed to double. He is also coughing up a bit of blood from the trauma to his throat.  You can imagine how miserable that is with not being able to swallow.  He has also been very nauseous for the last several days.
     
Dr. Pan, the radiologist,  insisted that he have 2 hours of hydration after his treatment.  His weight, which had been holding pretty steady after the first big drop, took a dive and he dropped several more pounds in the past week.  Cancer is a calorie burner and it has exacted its toll.
     
He sleeps in snatches and wakes up in the middle of the night.  There is an 'aloness' in illness.  No matter how much someone cares for you they can observe, but not really enter, your realm.  It is a fight you have to claim and tackle yourself.  Outside support is great,  but the inner spirit is what needs to be stoked.  Once stoked it can burn through uncertainty, fear and anxiety.  John has called on God daily to see him through this battle. While his Bible has been a great comfort to him during trials and tribulations in his life, there are days when he is unable to read; unable to concentrate long enough for the words to make sense.  At that point, he relies on prayer and knows that God is protecting him in his lowest moments.
     
 Overall, he just feels ill and miserable. However, that being said, we are looking forward to days and weeks down the road. We hope that by next week this time he will feel a marked improvement and he will be able to smile when I put on my Nurse Ratched uniform and force feed him
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See this picture?  During these times you look forward to the small things that bring you joy.  This is our youngest son's little boy, CJK.  My son and his wife, along with his sister, her kids and a couple of cousins, attended the Shriner's Circus last weekend.  At the end of the show they announced that someone in the audience had a sticker inside their program for a special surprise.  Guess who it was?  Our little grandson!   He won a BIKE from Toys-R-Us.    He could pick out a bike of his choice and a matching helmet, training wheels, whatever he wanted.  He found a snazzy blue Schwinn bike with a matching helmet.  What a lucky little guy! 

We are lucky, too.  We are lucky to have family that is connected in our lives.
      
After this whole process is over I think we need to get a THREE WHEELER for MyHero  too.  One of those bikes like they use in Florida --I am thinking a little horn on the front with a basket for his groceries and a matching beanie would be nice!  I'll have to see if I can find one online.  Wouldn't that be a nice surprise for him?

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